#John seed

[tokillaking13]

+ succ au

[best-chaotic-neutral]

I apologize for not uploading this months ago when I actually finished this, but here’s the end product of my Joseph’s Word book safe

I wanted it to be all old and decrepit looking like this was some Peggie’s well loved copy of Joseph’s Word. Like this book has been through hell and it shows.

Edit: I forgot to add, but everything is hand painted. Did this over the summer and let everything dry in the sun between coats. I’m bummed out I totally forgot to post the step by step process, because honestly from start to finish this was a lot of trial and error (it took me forever just to get the symbol looking decent) but I had so much fun doing this.

[gunpowdernlead]

All three of em I couldn't decide

[zomb13zoe]

[kohvan]

One of his greatest regrets

Jacob tilted his head up as soon as he heard tiny and fast steps coming his way. His little brother jolted into the room, clearly distressed. Tears shining in his big blue eyes, lips trembling and pouting. A big red mark on his cheek. As soon as he saw Jacob, he let out a loud, chocked whimper and ran towards him.

"Jakey!" He hugged him, a small body barely half as Jacob's pressing against his legs and stomach.

"Hey… hey, I gotcha," Jacob immediately scraped him into his arms, cuddling him closer to his chest. "Shh… keep it down, alright?" He tried to calm John down, holding his crying and shaking body against his chest. He couldn't show his anger, not now. No matter how angry he was. No matter how hard he wanted to kill the bastard that claimed to be their father. Right now, he had to be here for John. He had to calm down his little brother.

* * *

He's changed. Drastically. The beard, the wrinkles, the tired expression. And yet the same big blue eyes.

Jacob had no idea how to act. Last time he saw Johnny, his little brother, he wasn't even 4 feet tall. And now? He's a grown ass man, dammit. And Jacob missed all of it. What he likes now? What's his life story? Who taught him how to drive? Who taught him how to fight?

Who has been there for John? Who helped him, when Jacob had failed him in all ways possible? Jacob blamed himself so much it was hard to breathe. He had to be there. He had to be his anchor. He had to…

And yet, he wasn't. His anger led him down a different path. Separated them. And here he is, his little Johnny, once a crying and trembling boy seeking for his protection, now a man. A stranger, in fact.

And Jacob has no fucking idea how to fix it.

[refinedstorage]

Character requests 9/9

jawn.jpeg

[taikin4]

the seeds 🛐

[chizups]

I kinda promised to my buddies that I'll draw some hot stuff, but my mood took a ride to a bit of an unexpected direction.

If you were not familiar yet, let me introduce you to another definition of "hot" - tactical shit.

[saynogrumpy]

ACNH + FC5

[loa-of-bacardi]

Cyberpunk Jacob

[tokillaking13]

[bbqarts]

These are 100% canon and legit.

On a sidenote I drew all these within a month and my artstyle can't make up its mind

[prospekt-mira]

red

[loco-artista-nastya]

BOO

I didn't have time to make a full-fledged art, so only a sketch

[curlymantis]

What if I started crying huh?

"You keep searching. Oh God, you keep searching. The urge, the itch, the ache, all in one, destroying you, eating you from inside out.

You never know, do you? You never know what you are missing so heavily. You barely let yourself think about it.

You take, take anything life gives you, even if you don't really want to. But you have to. You feel like you do. You have to try. What if it fits? What if it fills you? What if it finally makes you whole again?

But no. Poor child. You are looking for it so hard, and yet you don't even know how it feels.

The guiding light. Loving embrace. Warmth and safety.

Things that only a parent can provide.

The one you never, ever had.

And you suffer, blindly digging through materia, spending yourself thoughtlessly, bumping into the walls after walls.

Why doesn't it work? Why don't they love you? You give them money. You wash their brains. You harm them. You hate them. You love them.

But they never love you back. Not the way you want to.

You fall into this pit of addiction only to replace this emptiness until you're numb enough to forget.

My poor, poor child. Never loved. Never cared for. Every single one of those who were supposed to be your guardians betrayed you in the worst ways possible.

Some of them laid their hands on you. Chocked your will, abused you. Others never noticed you. Replaced you, drew you aside.

How could you even know what love is? Of course, you couldn't. I don't blame you for trying to destroy this whole damn world. It never loved you, anyway."

— Letter to John

[moriavamp]

Started playing Joseph: Collapse idk lol

Very VERY lazy doodle based on their Memory Links, Cabin Appearances, and how they appeared in The Book of Joseph’s battles.